Been a While...
IsolatedDamn it's been forever. Life's just been so crazy...well I guess that's no excuse...I watch myself decay every day and wonder why I'm here. What am I doing? I miss me...I miss me so much. When she asked me if I thought things would be wierd when you came back, I didn't realize, but reading your thing...well it seemed liek you might be yourself again...the self I used to know...and now I wonder where myself is...you know, the one you used to know...the one we both feel in love with...I dunno. I just dunno. I want you to know that that same girl is still here...I just haven't made tiem for her lately...I haven't written, I haven't played guitar, i haven't been around much lately...but this life is so overrated, and i need me to come back so I can get better....I'm in such bad condition right now...hopefully I can get back to normal by the 20th...um yeah. how crazy. well, I'm sur ethis doesn't make sense to anyone but inside my head....duh. ok.
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FallingFalling Feels like losing my mind, Gasping for oxygen, Wishing to rewind.Falling
Falling Feels so out of control How can I feel so empty
If my life is so full?
Falling Feels like losing my way Myriad words,
But nothing to say.
Falling Always feeling helpless Lost and alone,
Is needing you selfish?
Falling Into the arms of grace And the loving smi
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I Was Wrong About YouI trusted you with secrets no one else would understand You reached out to me, and so I learned to take your hand. My tears, my frustrations, my anger, and fears I poured out to you, and you would always hear.I Was Wrong About You
I thought you knew me better than I even knew myself I thought I could trust you to guard my situations to yourself But in my time of greatest need, you were there to listen to me,
And then turned around and shared my problems-a betrayal painfully complete.
I hope you understand the trust that you have breached,
And that I don’t want your help anymore if this is wha
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One Last TimeThe walls melt down around me. You’re the only thing that I see. My heart jumps knowing that you’ve found me. And your smile reminds me Of how in love I am…One Last Time
Let me show you one last time. Let me hold you; close your eyes. Let me take you, make you mine. Let me love you one last time.
The clock just stops going. But words are ever flowing. You’ll fall asleep knowing That my love is ever growing; And I am so in love…
Let me show you one last time. Let me hold you; close your eyes. Let me take you, make you mine.
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Flush and Pale in PamplonaWe have never seen a dawn that has not died within an hour. But here’s one now, and, unsure if it has lied or not, I check your eyes: The sun’s still struggling to get inside, the small bright spots of fingertips tugging lightly at your lids.Flush and Pale in Pamplona
And I, from a family of cowards, am hesitant to wake you, though not so much as to stop my lowered hand from moving upwards, stilling only when you start to stir and stretch; and then exhale in a way that makes me flush, then pale, as I, too, drift back to sleep, to wait until the midday sun
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- Current Residence: fucking east cupcake
- Interests: my music, dance, acting....the theatre
- Favourite movie: phantom, million dollar baby, underworld...
- Favourite band or musician: Killers, Strokes, Lifehouse, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Kelly Clarkson, Pantera, Soulfly, AsI Lay Dying
- Favourite genre of music: rock, punk, metal, techno, industrial, anything really as long as it's good music...original...
- Favourite artist: Witch Baby, Bionic
- Favourite poet or writer: Francesca Lia Block, Edgar Allan Poe, Anne Rice, Mary Shelley
- Favourite style of art: preferably macabre, but I don't really care as long as it's original and creative, and good work.
- Skin of choice: only his
- Favourite game: chase
- Tools of the Trade: fuck if I know.
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